Here i am on a decent Tuesday night wondering what to do and fighting the urge to eat a slice out of one of the three different cakes in the downstairs fridge. It isn't much of a fight because I happen to be upstairs, but if I had been downstairs I would be fighting a pretty hard battle.
Maybe you do understand, maybe you don't. There is a struggle not to eat constantly. Just so you know there was like an hour period between these two paragraphs in which I did eventually go down stairs and munch on a delicious slice of cake. But I also feel sick now, since I have started eating better and trying to keep my weight under wraps I have grown intolerant to some foods such as cake, more than one soda, or even more than two taco bell tacos. They tear my insides up.
So what have I been up too, well I am in college now, next year I will be able to get my associates degree, all i have to do at the moment is apply to be accepted to get the diploma. I am absolutely in love with my current boyfriend, his name is Adam and he is actually the second Adam I have ever dated. He is a butthead, but he is MY butthead. Finally bought my own computer, and if i had paid the extra $199 I am certain I would have gotten the disk drive and more storage. I am missing the disk drive but not the extra storage.
I am job hunting at the moment but also wondering if instead of job hunting I should use the money I have saved up and use that as tuition money to go into school for aesthetics. Face painting, body painting, special effects, and the likes. I like being self taught but the more I learn about it the more I realize I will always be a beginner until I actually get some schooling from professionals.
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